=='''Being a "real men" is the challenge for every male.'''==
My name is Gagan Deep Singh Isser. My life changed when i was 16. I was an innocent person who never knew anything about life and people in this world.
That time there is no social media only Orkut. So i start my social media life with orkut. i got a cellphone which was postpaid it its not mine so enjoyed my life with that phone free services.
There was a service name "make friends" there i meet 4 girls and i start talking to them. When i entered in social media i use the name AARMANbana and AMu. One of them is clever girl was much clever because her voice attract boys even in starting we both like to talk each other freely.
There was one more girl who was much sad because of her Bf, she had lots of Bfs because she is not happy from inside. That girl Change my life, I learned most of the things from that girl only.
So my social media life started very well i was in school and my voice and eyes make me more attractive. So i spend my time with that Sad girl, we talked late night and to make her happy i became an bad guy because good guy never make bad jokes. From outside i am trying to show myself bad guy but in real i was a pure shy guy.
Day By day we talked complete night, that spoil my sleep my study because i had board exam but i told her that i was in college, because i want to make her happy if i said i was in school she never continued with me, so our life become awesome i become lier day by day because to make her happy its my decision. After few month we started loving each other so we fall in love that was my first time so i was totally dumb. In starting we were friendly much but soon i joined Facebook and i used a wallpaper as my profile picture, she thought that was me but i told her that was not me. After Some months when i called her, her number was busy and most of the time she made excuses but i trusted her because thats my first time. After some days i send her my picture that time i look so cute and simple. but she like only hunky look guys that time i understand why she was not happy with any Bf because her eyes cant see love and care, She stuck only for look.
Now She want to run away from my life but i was addict with her company. Once she said, she had blood cancer i started crying many of the days, She said she was admitted in hospital that time i waited for her single call but 6-7 days no calls and whenever i called her number was busy. When she replied she said, my brother used my phone that time i also trusted. Now its Diwali festival she talk to me once for 5mins and said, i am going to Bombay for blood cancer operation please forget me... From that Diwali i remember that sad feelings till now.
Now its 30 nov my birthday i waited for her call but no response, then i called her mom and asked about her but she also lied. and after 3days she called me and said, that i will die soon etc etc.... I cried means from more then 6 months i only cried, the reason is i tried to make someone happy and she gave me that much lies that make my life so sad and so alone, no-one were there whom i can trust and tell them about my condition but i totally give up from any kind of hope.
Now its January now its guruparv our Sikh religion festival i was in Gurudware and i called her mom that what's wrong with her so she said my daughter is dead. I cant Express my feeling for that time. then i called her number more then 100 calls then i got a call from a new number, that girl said, your love was dead please dont call me after going to Bombay i was dead and go away from my life. thats really hurting.... i still tried to talk her so if she need me i will be there but in reality there was someone who took my place.... and thats my life turning point where i learned everything.
Now i need recovery from that feelings because i was a real boy who never ever cheat anyone but i was totally broken. So i talked to other girls as a friend and my life going in a little better manner, now i got a girl of Muslim religion we enjoyed our life that time she was in college and i was still in school but we spended 2 years together but i never meet any girl in real life. after 2 year also gone because of our different religion but till now i respect her a lot because she never cheated she always cared about me when i was totally broken.
Now i meet 3 girls 2 becomes friends and one become more then friend we spend 3 years together but now she married in 2018 because i am still struggling and have no job, i am happy for her because she was always there because i need someone to talk.
Now i meet a girl with whom i shared my life strategy and she was always there with me as a friend.... now this is my life now main turning point...
I had one schoolmate who were much senti, when she was in 8th class her mom died. after schooling i start talking to her and i feel bad for her that without mom life become worst, i made her laugh and she trusted me much and we start relationship time together. But my past lessons never allow me to trust anyone i become more advance i was able to read human behavior so most of the time we fight, she always blame that i am not loving not caring, but she never knew i already highly broken and due to this my behavior becomes little rude.. so after 4 years she left me too and now she is happy with her life. She is the only person who spend most of time with me, but she never tried to know the reason of my behavior but still no issue because now i have habit of being alone.
Do you know guys that sad girl who taught me everything, i still followed her and after 6 years i seen her picture because i loved her without seeing her picture, i seen her picture on Instagram before few months then again i become her friend with fake name.She got a high position in government job and she got married but she has not happy life. Because if you did wrong u get the worst. but i still make her happy with an unknown identity because her one lie that she had blood cancer made a connection between me and god. Because of her i started go to god house for her long life and till now its my habbit to go to God house. So in bad cases something good happens too... Now i Daily go to Gurudware in eve from 6 years and that connection made by her only.
So now i become that guy who wanna love who wanna care but only with pure soul because i leaved the life with the worst experience.
Some girls given me the tags such as- Stone hearted guy, Feelingless Guy, Fakest guy, Biggest lier in the world, But thats was not me, you guys made an innocent boy as the baddest and worst men, Who is the advance version of every human.
I call myself "a real men" because after all these things i never played, i never use any girl, i never make anyone dumb.. I did small things to make a change in other life so they spend there life much happily.
My name is Gagan Deep Singh Isser. My life changed when i was 16. I was an innocent person who never knew anything about life and people in this world.
That time there is no social media only Orkut. So i start my social media life with orkut. i got a cellphone which was postpaid it its not mine so enjoyed my life with that phone free services.
There was a service name "make friends" there i meet 4 girls and i start talking to them. When i entered in social media i use the name AARMANbana and AMu. One of them is clever girl was much clever because her voice attract boys even in starting we both like to talk each other freely.
There was one more girl who was much sad because of her Bf, she had lots of Bfs because she is not happy from inside. That girl Change my life, I learned most of the things from that girl only.
So my social media life started very well i was in school and my voice and eyes make me more attractive. So i spend my time with that Sad girl, we talked late night and to make her happy i became an bad guy because good guy never make bad jokes. From outside i am trying to show myself bad guy but in real i was a pure shy guy.
Day By day we talked complete night, that spoil my sleep my study because i had board exam but i told her that i was in college, because i want to make her happy if i said i was in school she never continued with me, so our life become awesome i become lier day by day because to make her happy its my decision. After few month we started loving each other so we fall in love that was my first time so i was totally dumb. In starting we were friendly much but soon i joined Facebook and i used a wallpaper as my profile picture, she thought that was me but i told her that was not me. After Some months when i called her, her number was busy and most of the time she made excuses but i trusted her because thats my first time. After some days i send her my picture that time i look so cute and simple. but she like only hunky look guys that time i understand why she was not happy with any Bf because her eyes cant see love and care, She stuck only for look.
Now She want to run away from my life but i was addict with her company. Once she said, she had blood cancer i started crying many of the days, She said she was admitted in hospital that time i waited for her single call but 6-7 days no calls and whenever i called her number was busy. When she replied she said, my brother used my phone that time i also trusted. Now its Diwali festival she talk to me once for 5mins and said, i am going to Bombay for blood cancer operation please forget me... From that Diwali i remember that sad feelings till now.
Now its 30 nov my birthday i waited for her call but no response, then i called her mom and asked about her but she also lied. and after 3days she called me and said, that i will die soon etc etc.... I cried means from more then 6 months i only cried, the reason is i tried to make someone happy and she gave me that much lies that make my life so sad and so alone, no-one were there whom i can trust and tell them about my condition but i totally give up from any kind of hope.
Now its January now its guruparv our Sikh religion festival i was in Gurudware and i called her mom that what's wrong with her so she said my daughter is dead. I cant Express my feeling for that time. then i called her number more then 100 calls then i got a call from a new number, that girl said, your love was dead please dont call me after going to Bombay i was dead and go away from my life. thats really hurting.... i still tried to talk her so if she need me i will be there but in reality there was someone who took my place.... and thats my life turning point where i learned everything.
Now i need recovery from that feelings because i was a real boy who never ever cheat anyone but i was totally broken. So i talked to other girls as a friend and my life going in a little better manner, now i got a girl of Muslim religion we enjoyed our life that time she was in college and i was still in school but we spended 2 years together but i never meet any girl in real life. after 2 year also gone because of our different religion but till now i respect her a lot because she never cheated she always cared about me when i was totally broken.
Now i meet 3 girls 2 becomes friends and one become more then friend we spend 3 years together but now she married in 2018 because i am still struggling and have no job, i am happy for her because she was always there because i need someone to talk.
Now i meet a girl with whom i shared my life strategy and she was always there with me as a friend.... now this is my life now main turning point...
I had one schoolmate who were much senti, when she was in 8th class her mom died. after schooling i start talking to her and i feel bad for her that without mom life become worst, i made her laugh and she trusted me much and we start relationship time together. But my past lessons never allow me to trust anyone i become more advance i was able to read human behavior so most of the time we fight, she always blame that i am not loving not caring, but she never knew i already highly broken and due to this my behavior becomes little rude.. so after 4 years she left me too and now she is happy with her life. She is the only person who spend most of time with me, but she never tried to know the reason of my behavior but still no issue because now i have habit of being alone.
Do you know guys that sad girl who taught me everything, i still followed her and after 6 years i seen her picture because i loved her without seeing her picture, i seen her picture on Instagram before few months then again i become her friend with fake name.She got a high position in government job and she got married but she has not happy life. Because if you did wrong u get the worst. but i still make her happy with an unknown identity because her one lie that she had blood cancer made a connection between me and god. Because of her i started go to god house for her long life and till now its my habbit to go to God house. So in bad cases something good happens too... Now i Daily go to Gurudware in eve from 6 years and that connection made by her only.
So now i become that guy who wanna love who wanna care but only with pure soul because i leaved the life with the worst experience.
Some girls given me the tags such as- Stone hearted guy, Feelingless Guy, Fakest guy, Biggest lier in the world, But thats was not me, you guys made an innocent boy as the baddest and worst men, Who is the advance version of every human.
I call myself "a real men" because after all these things i never played, i never use any girl, i never make anyone dumb.. I did small things to make a change in other life so they spend there life much happily.
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